November 1, 2001

K=Zm¢

_{ø¨Ùd¶ð l{¨b{¨N{¨n k{ªzr^+

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Ib¾ @öN¢\¢. N¼=zeb¥~t m{ø m}o¶b{¨Q}. ¹\²m¥ð W|ÛQ{Ð_{Q} l{¨a}Ñu}d{=o¾ ±eËZ¡, @_{ð j²\+ m{ªp+¨ _{n¨ze¦ p¶~t p{T}Æd{¨. Ib¾ ze¦p{¦ßn j¼N¶. ü£e iÐm+ \¶ @ð m}zt¨=b¢. b}ðÔ W|ÛQ{Ð_{Q} zeN{Ád{ ±e\{¨_{¨=Z· h½d+ p²©Q¢=b¢. m{ø !! m}p{\{= o¶Zp{¦_{¨=b¢, îd¶~t ze\{¨N¾ @ð T²f}Õ\{¨. KN{Áu}m¢ E~em¢ £en¨ÆN¼ð p{¨þä ¹\²m¥ p{¨¨=b¶zt¨N{¨ N{ªm{¨Æd}Ô.

1DEC1990

d}o¾ p{¨£v j}Q} BËzrze\¶b¢ @p{¨|l{¨N{_{ß=. d¶d{¨ @=_{ @p{¨|l{¨N{=Q} D=\{d{d¶ d} @ôÛf}l{¨=. d{d{¨Ô D\¢N¢=T{\}ðN¶ Hze¦Õ\{¨ @o| @d¶b¶p²©? I¹b²d} u}c¢=T¶ N{np}ö @d{Ô ze=_{= _¾ HzeÕZ¡o| T}o|d²nn¨ N{np{N{¨=\} Dd}Ô, çp{m¢N¢ D=\{iËZo¶N{ N{öq}. @b¶ AOm{¨ u}m¢ _{d{d{¨ T{ª\{Z=. _{d{N{¨ @ze¦Õ\¶ ±eýä N{¨b¢m¢=b¢. @b¶ øzrl{¨= T²~eÕ=b¢. d¶d{¨ d{p{¨Ùo¶N{f½l{¨|d{¨. p{¨£v d{d{¨Ô I\¢~e=T{\}ðN¢ @o| T²i¨_{¨=b¶p²©d{ð, Aq{ T}p{N{ p{¨þä p{¨m¾u}m¢ p²Þw}. . _{d{¨ p{m{¨\¢ h½Z¾ T{ª~e=ç=b¢. d¶d{¨ H=_{ @p{¨|l{¨N{¨d¾Ô A m¾í j}Q} _²ö~tp{çÆ=b¢. p{¨£v d}N{=Z·  Hd¾Ô m²ÞZ¨ _²ö¹p²d{b¢. _{d{ @ôÛf}l{¨p¶¨ N{m²ËN+ T}o|u}Þm{¨.

4DEC90

d{d{¨Ô d{d{¨ÔQ} Ûµeø¨=ç=b¢ p{¨£v KN{ÁZ·. @p{¨|l{¨N{ Ûµep{¨d{¨ b{ªm{= T¶zt¨N¼d}Ô.
_{d{¨ p²Þýf½l{¨|N{ d} K=Zm¢_{d{= m²ËZ¡=¹±e=b¢!!ðzr¬Áî o¶b{¨.

31DEC90

p{¨£v m}~td{ DÐ_{m}nñÔ _{Q{¨nj²ËZ|d{¨. iª\¢¹b²f½l¨=b¢ N}Q¢_}o¶.
ðze¦ÕN{^¡N²Þo| BzeÕZ¡N¥ p²öQ¢f½_{¨d}Ôl¨ _{d{ ÊW|zeN}n¨.

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N{Þw{§ _²m¢T¶ztm¢N¢ @_{d{¨ _{l{¨|¹m² f½l¨ d} ¹p²µe m²zeÕp}nÆN{¨=\} T{ªÐzt¨d}Ô\{¨. d¶d{¨ ðÛb{ d{Z¡Ðztª Q{p{¨ðÐztª Dd}Ô. ~tÃQ{¨ p{¨¨=T{¨N¼çÆ=b¢, iÒb{N{=Q} Ap{¦ö=ç T}o| ¹Z³p+¨ @l¨=b} ? @d}Ô.
"d¶d{¨ Q}*t ð=ze¦N¼Ðu} C o¾ze¦ ñp{¦ _{l{¨|m{p{¦."
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AnztÚ=Q}d¶ il{¨Òo¶m}p{¨¨. d}d} N{Ës}n¨ ze\¢ HËZN¶nN{¨ N}a{m¢d+ d{¨ zeËZ¨N¼d}Ô=. p{¨| N¾zt= Hb{¨m{¨T{ªÐu½=b¢. p{¨¨=b{¨ N}a{m¢d+ Iù¨ p{¨|ÞZ|\{o¶b{¨. N¼=T²= T¶zel{¨|ÚN{ d{d{¨Ô p{çÆ p}Z·zt¨N¼=b¢. nice to see my dear little sind  along with your husband  @=Z©. kathy, he is my friend  zem¢T{l{¨= T¶q}.  _{\{j}Z¨ d}o¾. " it's ok dear " @ð N}a¢ o¾N}ôm}p{¨|l{¨^=o¾ ze\¢f½l¨=b¢. zeÞo²zeËZ¨ ìø_}ðÔ p{Ïm¢=ç=b¢. EZ¤ m¾índ{¨ _{nT{¨N¼=b¢. d¶d{¨ _²çÆd{ zeËZ¨èm{n¨, T{¨\¥b}Þm{¨ T{ª~t p{¨¨m¢~t f½l¨=b¢. b}b}ze¦ zeb¢µvd{¨ zt=p{_{âm}n _{m}ß_{ N{öq}= !
m{ø "IN+ o|" ~tðp{¨| p{¨¨Q¢=ze¦d{¨ H=b{¨N{¨ øp{¨m¢à=T}\¾ d}N{¨ @Ñm{p{¨l¨=b¢. @b¶ øzrl{¨= N}a¥ _¾ T²ò_¶ m{ø ¹p²ze¦ p²¨T{¨ÆN¾n¨Q} T{ª~t=b¢.

d¶d{¨ Û±gzr*e @l¨ p{T¶Æztm¢N¢ N}a¢, m{ø T{N{ÁQ} Vm{Ùd+ o¾ p{¨|ÞZ|\{¨N¼=Z¨d}Ôm{¨. d}N{¨ KN{ p{¨¨N{Á @Ñm{¹p²¨_¶ KËZ¨. Sind, pick up some german! We shall go to our country  @=Z¾=b¢. m{ø _¾ Vm{Ùd+ o¾ Ib¾ T²^¨N{¨ ø~tm¢ d} ¹p²ze¦ N¼=Z³Q} T{ªÐu½=b¢. îm{¨Q{¨ Ûzel{¨|^= Ad{=b{=Q} Q{\¢ç=b¢. N}a¢ ð N{öu}N{ d}o¾d¶ N}b{¨ m{øo¾ N{ª\} _²öl{¨ð p{¨|m{¨Õ p{çÆd{ÞZ¨ @ð~e=ç=b¢. N}ñ m{ø b{ËZ¹p²¨d{ @\{øo| d}N{¨ @=_{¨ zeËZ\{= o¶b{¨. HzeÕZ¡o| Iù¨ il{¨Z ±eËZN{¨=\} @o|Q¶ p{¦d}Ô\{¨. d}N{¨ @_{ðÔ @\¢Q¶Òb}p{¨| @ð~e=ç=b¢. " d} Q{¨m¢=ç ñp¶p{¨d{¨N¼=Z¨d}Ôp+ ?"  @ð. "  Iù¨ @d{¨N¾p{ÞZ·b{¨ "  @d{Ô Q{\{¨zt¨ ztp{¨|c}d{= N{ª\} m}p{T{¨Æ !_{d{N{¨ Hp{m¢ù¨¹b²d} BËzr= N{öQ¢d} il{¨Zze\¢ T²zeÕ\{¨ @d{Ô øzrl{¨= d}N{¨ m{ª]¢Q} _²ö~tf½l¨=b¢. @_{ðb¢ p{¨¬Q{m}í _{m{ü. @_{ð b{ÃQ{m¢N¢ T¶m¢d{ p}m¢ð zv§=b}Q} T{ªzt¨N¼=Z|\{¨. freeway  ù¨b{ p¶Q{=Q} f½_{¨=b¢ N}m{¨. Ip¾ f}Zn¨.

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il{¨Z T²ËZ¨ N{ð~eÐzt¨=b¢. d} Q¼=_{¨ p{^¨N{¨_¾=b¢.
" m{ù, d} ±eýä UK  o¾ B=\{ËÜ~tl{¨öË*t _¾"
" N{=ÛQ}Z+â "  @_{ð Q¼=_{¨ HzeÕZ¡o| p{¦=b¢.
" N}ñ, d}N¥ zt=i=c{= BËzr= o¶b{¨"
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" ñ ±ew³äze¦Õ\{© " ?
@_{d{¨ N¢Z¡N¥ Q{¨=\} il{¨Z¡N¢ T{ªÐzt¨d}Ô\{¨.
d¶d{¨ m²ËZ¡=T}d{¨.
m{ù d} m²=\{¨ T¶_{¨nd{¨ _{d{ T¶_{¨Þo¾N¢ ïzt¨N¼d}Ô\{¨. d{øß T²f}Õ\{¨.
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" Bo|Q¶ K=Zm¢Q} Q{\¢µeÐu}p}?"  m{¨Ób{p{¨l¨=b¢ d} Q¼=_{¨.
N{ñÔw{§ä b{ªN{¨_{¨d}Ôl¨ i¨ÃQ{n ù¨b{¨Q}. BÒb{m{= o¶ç Bp{_{nN{¨ p{T}Æ=.
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